a long post :( i hate my attitude!

TADAH! i present to you your much-awaited post! :D
and Hi! to mdm low :) if your spying...



sorry las pple, but i couldnt find the mood to blog till now...

yes, so anyway, today's the start of the GSS :) yearspan of 2 months
there's no need to chiong yet las!


my exam results seriously suck, its absolutely kanasai...
i havent been doing my best for this exam, and my parents are very upset over it,
but weird las, cos today they went to see mdm low. and they did not mention anything ever since i came back from cello practice. =
and i've realised why did i score so lousy for my midyears,
i actually dont really give a hoot about studies, i only study before tests, and its really really not enough lor. when i was studying for mid year, i looked through the past test papers and was laughing at myself for actually getting some v simple questions wrong, i know i could do it if i had studied harder las. then i dont usually listen during maths or science lessons, like when i went for amaths tuition and they gave me this practice paper, i found those questions very intriguing, its like i suppose mdm low never gave those kinda questions, then i passed jiasui the questions and asked her to do, then she said mdm low did gave those kinda questions and they were easy.
oh like wtf, i ling wu dao its cos i never pay attention in class and only when i go for amaths tuition do i really open up my ears and suck all the information in..
and i've tried it on tuesday, hahas! :) and i found maths very interesting! but its still fuck las :P


speaking of cello, angeline bai tuo ni please go for cello/co practice hao bu hao?
wo bu xiang kan dao ni bei huan diao, ni dong bu dong?

i dont like going for cello practice cos i dont like the teacher at all,
dont ask me why cos idk. she was better than the previous teacher and more diligent and less sharp with words but i just dont like her las.
and the cello and bass section is seriously gonna kua when the sec 4s are gone
my year was the start of the zhuan wan for the cnb section, why?

so little people were commited to cnb (2 to be precise-at that time),

no guys. thats a very bad thing okay, after the sec 4s leave, quan cnb shang xia only left with junyan =\

no more "lunch-after-cello/co-practice" dates. i guess the sec 2s were not so willing to dine with the seniors las. wo hen huai nian sec 2 june hols, cos practically in one week we had 3 lunch dates with the seniors, i miss the times when we would all go to tm in one big bunch with the seniors carrying the cellos on their back and receiving stares. yes and sometimes even the seniors who bi ye alr would come too :)

juniors were not as good as the seniors. yes, everything started from my year, our cheng du was never as high as them. i cant even get a whole song's pai zi correctly without the seniors :(


im gonna die when the seniors leave, i will be the one in charge of everything and my standard is not even there please, i guess angeline wont care about it, it seems im the only one who's scared about the future =\ yinglan, help?


i guess wo zhi neng guo yi tian, suan yi tian?

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yeah, we performed for apex during thursday, my class las.
and we used this as an excuse not to have lessons on wednesday :)
out of 5 lessons, we used 4 to practise our dance las.
yes, i love my class las, except some few, very obvious guys.
had the first rehearsal for the combined concert, very amusing, mr hardi told us to practise our first song, cos it sounded very weak and was not "together", and that piece was only handed to us 2 weeks ago.

and can anyone buy the combined concert tickets frm me? its on o6o6o6, nice date las! daphne? please! or ask the other juniors to buy can?


yesterday was considered the last day of school, but one of the very torturing days ever.
i guess i was worrying over how to break the news to my parents of my lan cheng ji bahs.
but i was fretting over how do i live the day with physics spa, chem spa, my dental appointment and guitar lesson all in one day. my mood went down after the trip to the dentist. i considered on skipping guitar lesson, which is like, WOW.
cos
no. 1, guitar lesson very expensive, $20+ bucks?
no. 2, its only 30 mins each session
no.3, im seriously not doing well for guitar, which is why i can just fang qi,
so thinking of these 3 reasons, i forced myself to go las. =
then at night, i was forced to off the computer at like 11pm.
i really shou bu liao, we've been quarelling over this matter ever since i had my memory,
she claims its best for me if i sleep and wake early, but please las, i will just still wake up late if i sleep early, regarding my lan cheng ji, she blames it on me sleeping late at night, oh like wtf.
thats so untrue can, i sleep late cos i have stuff unfinished lor, so even if i sleep early i will still have to complete it next morning.


and im watching Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi on youtube las.
its superduper hao kan can? :) i like wang shao wei's hair in there,
so boyish kind, that hairstyle makes him look 20+ only! :D
i shall find time to post a picture up! but on one fine day....


and im hearing Nan Quan Ma Ma's songs nowadays,
Chu Lian Fen Se Xi? and Ren Yu De Yan Lei, supersuper nice okay!
the latter is more of a sad song while the first is a fast, cute upbeat one!
yes, go take your time and download that song bahs!


this is one damn long post las, but at least i wrote on the stuff im worrying and very worried about =\ i just hope all these will turn better in the future las.

goodnight blog, i shall go shop for more stuff while you just wait for pple to read you :)